Well...lol.
This is awkward. I really don't know why I'm writting this, after all this time. I really don't think many of you will care, remember, or even know, by now. But I guess I owed you an explanation for leaving so suddenly. Truth is, I never really left. I went on, made new accounts, started from scratch some place else. Just wanted to see, I guess, this place from another perspective. Some of you knew about this, some of you didn't. I frankly don't know why I felt compelled to tell some people and why I didn't feel like doing so with other people. There was so many of you. I had lots of 'projects' going on. The Silent Hill comic I never even finished, the collabs and projects. I just couldn't keep up to expectations I made for myself. I'm a big procastinator, and well, there where consequences. I left this account because...I really don't know. Why leave? I had a Daily Deviation, I was finally getting to be known here. I had lots of friends, watchers, whatever. I just don't know. I guess I didn't feel like being ~
silent-hillbilly anymore. I do love Silent Hill, but I suddenly came to a point I couldn't let my name be associated with one thing in particular, no matter how much I was a fan of it. I know it's a stupid reason. I also know it was selfish not letting most of you know I just 'moved'. But I just didn't want to. I'm sorry if anyone got pissed off or offended about that. There's not much I can really do for you on that matter. All I can say is "sorry". Doesn't make much of a difference, but I didn't think it would've ever made one, anyway. It's been more than two years since I joined DeviantART with this account, and I just felt like logging back with it, just to remember a bit that time.
If anyone is interested, my new account is ~
apeMONK Just don't come if you're expecting the same stuff I did almost a year ago. Or if you're going to bitch about 'why I didn't let you know about it.' I know, rather rude, eh? But I guess that's me, after all. And you know what? I don't fucking care what you think about it, I still fucking
you all.
s p i k e
. h i .
Ps mUsHoS SaLuDoS !!
SaLe
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love for nana and [link] mi love jass-auron jeee chekenlo
i'm going to write a secret message on the wall to lolita agogo
"dear loligo"
"how are you"
"i am fine"
"today i ate a blueberry yogurt"
"what did you eat"
"i saw a bird on a shopping cart"
"one time i painted a bird pewping"
"children shouldn't say pewp"
"you know what?"
"chicken butt"
"hahah"
"sara quin"
"bye"
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here are the extinct feathers
here is the rain we saw
- w.s. merwin
"how are you"
"i am great"
"it has been almost a year since our previous conversation in this house"
"today i ate a cereal titled puffins"
"there is a puffin on the front of the box"
"i use to have a monkey named guido but it brought all kinds of gay porn into the house so i put him in the woods"
"you could say that monkey had a monkey on its back"
"you know why?"
"chicken thigh"
"hahaha"
"sara quin"
"bye"
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"I am not made of mud and cannot dream of returning to dust." -d. haraway
'how are you?'
'i told you to stop eating that'
'because it gives you hallucinations'
'taste this cardboard it is much extra nutritious!'
'a side of red meat might fatten you up too'
'calm the nerves'
'alchohol made of seattle ocean water'
'dont talk to stranger in LA'
'just one stranger. that's not a typo. anymore'
'and dont be nervous. they cant see you if you keep the hood up'
'
'oh and bring me back something. or i'll NEVER forgive you!'
'
'man'
*gasp* no blaspheming the quin twins, blasphemer of blasphemes!!!!
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"I am not made of mud and cannot dream of returning to dust." -d. haraway
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here are the extinct feathers
here is the rain we saw
- w.s. merwin
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Don't mess with me, lady! I've been drinking with skeletons.
Oh, look! =DA-Networking (:
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here are the extinct feathers
here is the rain we saw
- w.s. merwin
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